Because I know you

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I've seen you shine like the rainbow.
I've seen you rage like the storm.
And that is why I have every right
to say that I adore everything about you...

I've known your true color.
I've known your fake smiles.
And that is why I know how you change,
just like the weather, every once in a while.

I'm bound to wonder how beautiful you can be.
I'm bound to ponder how you do everything so fine.
And that is why I know how you can just
make me smile even when you say or do nothing.




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