To Chapter Two with Seven
June 15, 2:00 AM I started the Festa Dinner a minute before Zero O'clock - with a silent, secret prayer from my side. I have finished watching the one hour dinner video and right now I feel a vacancy like never before. My eyes hurt, my head is burning. But my heart feels heavy despite the vacancy. This is a weird lull. "You're my best friend for the rest of my life." I hear this on loop inside my head as I write this. Throughout the video, they kept repeating how this is not the end. They were so apologetic through it all. They are not assuming how we will feel about this. They want us to understand their sincerity. They want us to see it for what it is. They trust us to respect their decision. This is the next chapter. When Joon said how in this timeline, this is the best version of them that they can give us. I was nodding my head, agreeing to him. When Yoongi said he has squeezed out everything he wants to talk about and now wants to learn more and practice, I was ...