as i move through

They all say it is gonna be okay again. They all say there is gonna be a beautiful tomorrow. They all say it is still the same. They all say there's a happily ever after. And I am standing on the edge keeping the grip steady. 'Cause it's too close to fall down now. 'Cause it's too soon to lose it all now. I've seen my demons. I've known them inside-out. And I know how it feels to be brought down to my knees. The cliff now doesn't seem too high. The climb now doesn't seem too hard. I had been warned too much' but now I've found it all. I have heard all tales, of fear and of defeat. But I stood up to add a new tale of feat and so I did.

I'll be praying for him to look for a better heart. And there, he will be falling for yet another pretty face. Every time, he will be hanging a 'Goodbye' sign at the door. And I'll be waiting outside, searching something 'good' in that 'bye'... Every time, he will be warding me away like I'm some nightmare. And I'll be lost in a fantasy where he's always my best dream. Every time, I'll be asking for forgiveness not knowing the mistake. And he'll be locking all the doors telling me to leave when I never came in. I'm knocking at every other door knowing the keys are locked in his heart. But the key to his heart is with some pretty face I not know. And here I am, telling everyone I'm okay when I don't have a reason to be fine; saying everything will be okay when even the start seems thousand miles away...