Lost in Confusion

I thought I had known you long enough,

To know who you are and the ways you’d choose.

To know what you’d do at times as such.

To know how you’d handle things like these.

But it still is hard so see you with her.

To see you with the one who cheated on you.

With the one who couldn't see you as I do.

It still hurts, somewhere deep inside, somewhere.

I have seen you walk in the rain;

On the same lane that we walked upon.

Now you walk the same avenue with her.

In the rain with her, with the one who betrayed.

You deserve someone far better than me.

I know that, I believe that.

But not with the one who doesn't count you.

Not with the one with a pretty face and a masked heart.

I might not have the right to guide you through.

I might not be supposed to see you like this.

What else am I to see instead of the road ahead of me?

What else am I to do when you dragged me into the dark?

Who matters? The one you like or the one who loves you?

When I lost something I couldn't replace,

When I fell too hard to ignore the pain,

The lights go dim, the tears stream.